Going to stages of my life

Hi I'm from Nepal. I currently am 4 days away for my SEE exam. There's a lot going in my head and I seem to have no real focus. I haven't prepared for my exams well and I'm quite nervous about it. So many people have high hopes on me but I seem to get affected by distractions a lot. Nevertheless, I started this vlog just to let some thoughts out of my mind and be clear when i see it through my eyes.  Mind is the powerful weapon before sleep when you're into real good shits. Like I came up with so many good stuffs/ ideas before sleep which seemed to clear my thoughts or give myself a new perception regarding things. But I tend to forget it, I really have to start writing those in a sheet of paper as a reminder.